Clearing The Slate (New Beginnings)
It’s in our nature (as extensions of nature itself) to experience cycles just like the seasons. The macrocosm is reflected in us as the microcosm.. and for stretches we’ll find ourselves in hermit mode, wintering, while in others we’ll find ourselves in great expansion, blossoming like spring.
At times, these cycles can feel much more intensive and expansive than a soft, seasonal transition. Sometimes, it can feel like we’re in the process of becoming an entirely new human being. Many of us feel this during our Saturn return (age between 27-30) - huge transitions occur and we are asked to completely reconsider our purpose and what we’ve incarnated here to learn and alchemize. Immense identity shifts, of course, also crop up when we enter new relationships, move to new locations, become parents, or experience grief. These are incubators and portals for quantum growth.
I find myself deep in this process right now. I’m on the flip side of my Saturn return and these integration months have given rise to a version of myself that I am just starting to familiarize with. When I came to Costa Rica, I asked God to bring me healing and illuminate my blind spots. I have felt, for the last 5 months, like there’s been something missing.. like a fragmented part of myself was out there waiting to come home.. but I haven’t figured out what that fragmented part is or how to begin putting the puzzle of myself together.
Perhaps you can relate to feeling as though you’ve hit a plateau, and are figuring out how to rebuild as you transition out of a state of limbo.
Sure enough, God brought me healing in the form of people in Costa Rica. “When the student is ready, the teacher appears”, and I have been provided with some of the most incredible teachers over the last month. One new and dear friend, in particular, has been helping me heal my relationship wounding on the deepest level. He has challenged me to communicate with him in the most intimate and honest way I have ever communicated with a man in my whole life. Because of him, my partnerships will never be the same going forward. He has erased the illusion of manipulation and has a way of piercing straight to the truth. It’s like he can see straight through me.. it’s been alarming and incredibly freeing. To have my mind, body, and spirit be stripped completely naked has left me with a much more honest view of who I am and who I desire to evolve into.
I’ve found that how we do one thing is how we do everything, and I can see the work that I’m doing in this connection with him is also mirroring how I show up in business, with my clients, and with my content. This stripping of my ego has led me to feel like a newborn in many ways.. malleable, vulnerable, but curious. For this reason, I’ve decided to take a hiatus from social media for a couple of months to truly integrate these big lessons and reconnect to my authenticity without the input and constant chatter of socials. I’m watching the horizon of a new beginning, and the sun is just starting to come up.
Today’s podcast episode is all about how to start over in life and begin again, broken down into a 6-part framework (click HERE to listen).
Here are the topics you can look forward to with this episode:
1. Life audit - where have you been lying to yourself? What's working and not working?
2. Re-define your identity and revisit your core values.
3. Lean into the shedding process. Discomfort means you are growing!
4. Retreat to reflect. Sacred solitude. Get rid of all the input to listen to your own inner guidance
5. Give yourself grace as you come out as a newborn. Don't force yourself to walk when you're beginning to crawl.
6. The courage to release expectations of other people (family) + growing up as a black sheep.
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